Lane, my love, my everything,
You. Are. Everything. To. Me. You are my life. You have my heart until the day I die, and even after. Those song lyrics on my Instagram bio, "The life may leave my lungs, but my heart will stay with you." That means that even when I'm gone, I'll always love you. You deserve only the best, I am so lucky to even have you. I am so, so thankful to have you. I'm thankful for everything you do for me. I really, really appreciate you. Sometimes you may not feel appreciated, but please know that I do truly appreciate you. You are everything I have, you are everything I want. I have never loved anything as much as I love you. I want to be yours for the rest of my life, I want to have you forever. I want to give you everything, and only give you the best. I want to make you feel appreciated, feel loved. I don't know how I ever got lucky enough to have you, let alone even meet you. Meeting you and being with you in person was truly the best thing that has ever happened to me. I have never been so happy. When I was with you, that was the happiest I have ever been in my whole life. Every little thing we did together, every second spent with you, was absolute perfection. I will never forget a single thing from that weekend with you. I can't wait to be with you again in person. I can't wait to be with you forever in person. I can't wait for our life together. Buy our first house together, get our first pet, get engaged, get married, have our first baby, live our life how we want to live it. You deserve the absolute best. You deserve to get to live that life, a good one where you have nothing but love and happiness. And I want to give you that life. I am so, so sorry for all of the bad things that have happened between us. The arguments, the fights, the lies, the hurting, everything. I never wanted to hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. All I know is that we've got to just keep moving on with our lives instead of reliving the bad things over and over. Things aren't so great right now, but we'll be ok. We can do it. All throughout our lives, we will argue and fight, but we'll still love each other just as much as we always have. I will never love you any less. I will never think any less of you. There is nothing you can do that will change how I feel about you. I will always feel the same about you. I will always think so much of you. You literally are everything to me. I don't know what I would do without you. I can't lose you. I can't. I promise, I will never break up with you unless you cheat. That is our promise to each other. I will not cheat, ever. I believe that you will never cheat either. You have my heart. You are a truly beautiful person. The respect you have, the love you give me, the way you treat me, all absolutely wonderful. You are perfect to me. From your head to your feet, you are perfection. Your soft, fluffy dark hair, your gorgeous blue eyes, your cute lil nose that I love to boop cx, your soft, kissable lips, your big hands that I love to hold, your shoulders that I love to lay my head on, your arms that I love to have wrapped around me, your body that I love to love, your lap that I love to sit in, your legs that I love to pat when you're sitting down, your feet that I love to put mine next to. You're just so cute, adorable, gorgeous, beautiful, hot, sexy, perfect, etc. to me. I am so lucky to have you. I will do anything to make up for what has happened. I hope you read this and this at least gives you a piece of mind about how I feel. I love you with all I've got, Lane Austin Dutton. That will never change.
Love, your future wife, AKA : Maddi <3